I Apologize… For Nothing

I just watched God’s Not Dead 2, good movie, I recommend it. It’s about a teacher, who gets in trouble for basically mentioning Jesus in a school. You know, God, he creates people differently, he creates people with world changing talents, with mediocre talents, people that are shy, people that are outgoing, people that soft-spoken, and outspoken, walkers and talkers. I don’t know my talents, if there is even any, but I know I’m I Walker, I’m outspoken, for a reason. I will not shut up, I will not bow down, I will not leave, I will not change, I will not apologize, when, God is the focus. Maybe that’s my talent, a strong, warrior, for God. Everyone has their purpose, even the most seeming, insignificant thing.. has a purpose. 

The most wonderful thing about God, he gives you an option, you don’t have to do anything. So to do something, you don’t have to, shows true love, passion, and character. 

It’s really not about the journey, it’s about the destination, you could go out of your way every single day to better someone, or the world, and without God, you wasted gas. Our motivation ultimately is the destination, heaven. And the great thing about the destination, you require a journey, not just any journey, a journey with God, and wherever he is, good things happen. So if you are not Christian, boy, you are missing out.

I have a big mouth one could say, I sincerely don’t care about your feelings, because if I did, I wouldn’t be able to tell the truth. I could only say what you want to hear, coddle you, no matter how wrong what you are doing, is. So ultimately, I don’t have alot of friends, or people in general who like me, because, they want to live in a fantasy, where boys can be girls, and girls be boys, where you can act like children no matter your age, be inanimate objects, I not unfortunately, but rather, fortunately don’t live in that world. I can’t say anything against another religion, or someone else’s opinion, because.. it might hurt their feelings, which is true, and I’ll stop.. when you reference for me, when God, coddled you or someone else? Anything? .. Last time I checked, God not only wants, but needs warriors, not weaklings, because the enemy is very strong. 

So, I encourage everyone, stop caring about someone’s feelings, because the truth hurts, but wounds heal, putting a bandage on a sunburn doesn’t change anything, your still burnt. What narrative did Jesus follow? God’s.. not what was “acceptable”, or “politically correct” your job isn’t only to help people get to heaven, you have to get there too.

Wherever God isn’t allowed, that’s where you and him go and hang out. Jesus, stayed in a nation, where he was not popular, hated most likely, didn’t remain silent, and even died, for staying somewhere, he could have left, that’s not stupidity, ignorance, it’s, courage, faith, strong, it’s the power of God. So, go where your not wanted, speak when you are to remain silent, stay when you are asked to leave, stand when you are asked to sit, yell when asked to whisper. 

You don’t like other religions, like Islam? It’s OK, God doesn’t either. So, don’t give them an inch, because they will take a mile, “fighting isn’t the answer”, read the old testament lately? Fighting solves everything. Fight with your voice to institute God, Fight with your fists to keep him there.

Thank you for reading, May God Bless You 

My Future As A Homeless Person 

I have a bright future as a homeless man, I’m 29, currently jobless. Why am I not looking for a job? Since October 2016 I’ve filled out 136 applications, not 1 call back.

I know why, due to having ptsd I was unable to work for around 8 years, which means when I fill out an application my references and work history is 8 years old, so i literally have no options.

I’m an only child, parents in their 50’s, I live in the country, so surviving as a homeless person, would surviving in the woods, something I can do, but would rather not.

Why don’t I get assistance of some kind? I went through the process of job placement which I was literally told verbatim “you most likely won’t get a job”. What about financial assistance? I applied about 6 years ago while at the time suffering from ptsd, bipolar disorder type 2, agoraphobia, hypomania, depression disorder, anxiety disorder, and OCD, i was told “you’re case isnt severe enough for financial aid”, if only I knew where to get some of that white privilege. 

I think everyone would agree defeating all of my mental illnesses is a great milestone for anyone, but.. only after be rejected by everyone, doesn’t move you forward, it brings you back to where you were.

So now I get to deal with depression and anxiety.. again. Preparing for a future as a homeless person, any money I have or make from selling stuff I don’t spend on anything because of the inevitable. 

One may wonder why I’m not active on here anymore, so here’s your answer. The only thing that has held me together for the past 13 years, my dog, is dying, what will happen after that? A job, for any person with my history is the #1 most important thing from keeping everything from returning, which no one cares, if they did, the mere existence of homeless people wouldn’t exist. 

You may hear from me again, you may not, but i will leave everything here and not delete it. I live under oppression and judgement everyday, try not to create it, but help fix it, with compassion and knowledge. 

“Job creation” in the political world means this.. if you have significant experience in a field, with a consistent job history, you will be hired, if you have a work history gap, you are worthless.

Anyone who stops this judgmental oppression, will not only be a hero, but will change the world.

Sincerely, 

                The Real World 

Age Old Argument 

I seen, just a few minutes ago, that Condoleezza Rice wrote about our Democracy, which made me laugh. So I asked a liberal friend which do we live under, which the reply was what I expected, one he couldn’t answer, but why? It’s in black and white, literally. 

A Republic has a charter, or constitution, which limits the powers of the state. In a Republic, the people elect representatives to govern the state, but the representatives are still expected to follow the laws created in a charter/constitution. The rights of the minority are protected in a Republic.

A Democracy, is a government by the majority, in which the votes of 50.0000000001% is the ruling force. If a Democracy even has a charter/constitution, it’s not the supreme law of the land. There is no law in a Democracy, except the opinion of the majority. 

In fact, the Founding Fathers were worried the United States would become too Democratic. Benjamin Franklin once said, 

Democracy is two wolves and a lamb voting on what to have for lunch

Nowhere in the Declaration of Independence, or the Constitution does it say “Democracy”, but it does say “Republic”.

Even the ancient philosophers understood the problems with Democracy. Plato argued, 

Dictatorship, naturally arises out of democracy, and the most aggravated form of tyranny and slavery, out of the most extreme liberty.

With all these differences, why do elected officials still confuse the two? In two years of speeches, Obama referred to the United States as a Republic 3 times. He stressed the values of us as a Democracy, over 300 times.

Obama specified the United States as a Republic here, 

The patriots of 1776 did not fight to replace tyranny of a King, with the privileges of a few or the rule of a mob. They gave to us a Republic, a government of, and by, and for the people, entrusting each generation to keep safe our founding creed.

Obama recognized difficulties with a Democracy, 

And so democracy is messy and it’s tough, and our system is broken to a large degree. 

But also made these arguments, 

You see, in our democracy, this remarkable system of government, you, the people, give the final say.

This statement is actually false, in the United States,  our charter – the US Constitution – has the final say, because we are a Republic. Understanding the difference between the two is one of utmost importance to understanding one’s rights as a citizen of the United States. 

Where Did That Name Come From? 

Charleston – One of the biggest dance crazes of all time, the Charleston was popularized in a song of the same name in the 1923 Broadway Show “Runnin’ Wild”.

While the choreography for the show was most likely original, the style came from the Juba dance moves that originated among slaves on plantations, variations of which remained popular with black-americans in southern cities like Charleston, South Carolina.